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The effects of extended non-feeding

Who:
Sanguinarians / blood vampires are invited to discuss, but everyone is welcome to attend.

When:
Tuesday, August 25th
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4:00 pm Pacific
5:00 pm Mountain (4:00 pm Arizona)
6:00 pm Central
7:00 pm Eastern
11:00 pm GMT

What and Why:
Discussion will be over possible effects of extended non-feeding, to examine what parallels may be present in sang vampires who have not fed for extended periods of time. Some questions to consider: 1.) How long have you gone without feeding? 2.) What changes, discomforts and ailments, increased/decreased sensitivities, abilities, etc. have you experienced since you have not been feeding? 3.) For those who have gone a year or years, have these gotten worse or better over time? 4.) Other considerations or topics you'd like to discuss?

Where and How:
The discussion will be held in #Sanguinarius, a channel (IRC chat room) on dalnet. If you are not familiar with IRC, go to the #Sanguinarius home page at http://irc.sanguinarius.org/ -- we have a web-based chat applet you can use to connect. We also have instructions to download and set up an excellent IRC client called mIRC. Or you can go to http://www.mirc.com/ to get it.

More Info:
Discussion will be moderated, so please stick to the topic or question currently being discussed, and keep extraneous chatter to a minimum. This will be logged as a public chat, and the log may be distributed and re-posted so that others may avail themselves of the knowledge and discussion shared therein.

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reborn!

last night i dream i cloned myself, and as i took the new me around and showed him to everyone, teaching him, he was loved by all, and i was asked what would happen to me, i said i would fad away as he replaced me....

something has changed and if i can hold onto it,it will be wonderful, i can feel the wind in the soul and it calls to all that behold, to witness how strong i will be again, with out fear. the breath of life calls out, and i must consume it!


i can smell the red gold on the wind, i can almost taste it, the hunger trembles me and i and full of its passion! the need to consume it

words of the dark father

There is no power in all the universe of men or monster that can free me from the confines of my own depravity, such is the will of a life given not by choice, to living in suffering by the hands of all one knows, for the taste of a single drop of blood.
Vodalok, 12/31/12.

slipping away 2

seems i am on a role;

Oh what fleeting wind passes so quiet, full of grace
The sound of bells in leaves ring with a hint of spring
To quick to capture with hands or lens
A bit of verse to golden to not perverse
is lost if spoken full
And not preserved for eternity on parchment you fool

slipping away

I just wrote this poem, inspired by a tweet i sent to @CalistaThan;

In a moments passing that slips away we are left with nothing to say
Only regret for the lose of time as passed can not be gained in fast
Or with force of will persuade to return as we watch it all burn
And float as cinders to the sky the end of all our lies
With no thrown dice, we watch fall away the last of life.

storms are

storms are amazingly powerful manifestations of the Gods in our lives, and for some they are a source of power and renewal. but for me in the last year they have become a dreaded harbinger of suffering and pain that i can not really express to you in words, but i will try.
when they come they fill me with and over abundance of static, and it builds up and discharges inside of me rather than outside of me. they cause every muscle and joint in my body to swell and pulse with this built up static, this causes me to ache and hurt so much all i can do is pray it will pass and i can begin to enjoy live again.
even writing this is a tremendous task, a tedious test of torturous trauma. and then, there is the damp humid weight pressing down on me from the pressure of the storm. And sledgehammer driven body spikes that tear through me every time the lightning strikes anywhere within 5 miles of me. yes i feel every strike as if it had stricken me directly.
one may ask, then if the storms are a sign of the Gods in our lives, why then are you so beaten down by them.
its simple, i stopped feeding like i should years ago, or is it something else?
i am after all a vampire, what could i have done to be forced to suffer like this?

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