this prison mine

So blind this prison mine
Of stone and will cold and shrill
Bound inside a lie of life
I look out at the world inside.
Laughter taunts creeping in
Warmth stolen in love pretends
Crimson bile consumed in each breath
Deludes the heart so pure it dies again
My body of flesh rigid made of ash
Floods the dream of what was
Never more screams out for more
Till all is lost a flood of sweetness
So blind this prison mine
The pain is all I know
From head, body, fingers and toe
Filled my head with lavish dreams of dance
Open air decay on cold summer day
Slips inside the hole of soul
Opened more for death again
Willing me alive to avoid my eye
A life stolen sought to steal again
Shatters all hope of freedom
So blind this prison mine